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				Friday, January 31, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 3:47 PM by Jason
			forgot to add yesterday...it was bloody freezing !!!!
 and we had a snow storm...OMG....i mean i walk into the job center yesterday morning, weather fine and nice
 came out about 20 mins later, and its white as anything, blizzard conditions i kid you not.
 anywhoo thats my rant from yesterday over with, now on to today...lol
 went up to the job convention, it was ok, 
 full of Police,Army,RAF and other armed services
 everything else was job agencies, so i signed up with most of them 
 and they will get back to me early next week to get me a job
 so hopefully within the next three weeks i will be working again.
 has an eye test also today, picked out a pair of glasses i want, and its gonna cost me over £180.00
 which is a bitch, that is the price after discount.
 they wanted me to pay upfront, which i could not.
 so what i am gonna do is pay so much towards it every fortnight.
 went into House of Fraiser, a clothes store to see my mate Martin, he was not doing any work as usual.
 we are planning a drinking bender sometime next week, and he wants us both to go out on the pull.
 maybe and maybe not...see how drunk i get first...lol
 i might stay at home this weekend, as im really tired, im not getting much sleep recently.
 but knowing me, i will come up and use the computer again this weekend as i will be bored shitless at home.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Thursday, January 30, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 3:11 PM by Jason
			SIGN MY BLOODY GUEST BOOK !!! 
			
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 11:29 AM by Jason
			Oh well i wont be going on friday to take mums ashes
 reason is i cant afford it yet, a train ticket is gonna cost me over £60.00
 so what im going to do instead is wait a week or two and then go, 
 book a ticket in advance, might be cheaper.
 tmrw is a job convention in the local center, so i will go to that and see if i can get something.
 Ive added links to Anita Blake:Vampire Hunter sites, 
 its a new series of books about Anita Blake who is a Vampire Hunter...lol
 its really good, and i am so very hooked on it, 
 im only half way through the first book and i cant wait until i buy the second one.
 got a cheque this morning for £900.00, 
 i wish i could spend it on myself, but it is going towards the funerial bill.
 that will leave me just £317.70 left to pay on it.
 not that bad, and once i got a job, it should be easy to pay off.
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 11:15 AM by Jason
			 Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even hate the world and everything in it and you believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye for an eye.
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				Monday, January 27, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 1:24 PM by Jason
			Greetings ;-)
 I have just added a shit load of new stuff to my blog, 
 including a wiccan rede, and why i called this site Eternal Fool.
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 12:41 PM by Jason
			
   
  Which flock do you follow?
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br> My personality is rated 36.what does that mean? 
 Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate. 
 What is yours?
			
			
		 
	
		
			
				Sunday, January 26, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 12:50 PM by Jason
			Good afternoon folks ;)
 Pretty much tired really, i was up all night watching videos,
 watched The Others, From Hell and Get Over It.
 all were really good.
 went up to Bletchley yesterday to do some shopping, but i really hate that town.
 its a small town on the outskirts of Milton Keynes, and it is a scum bucket of a place, 
 i only went there to go to one shop - Willen Hospice, 
 i needed to go there to sort out a collection date for them to pick up clothes and other stuff i dont need from my house.
 i will be going up too Withernsea this Friday, my hometown.
 ive not been there since i was a small child, its a small seaside town, with only one main street and a few small shops.
 my mum wanted her ashes to be placed there, scatted on the sea.
 Meeting up Melanie and Martin when im up there, and then im going back to there house in Lincoln for a weekend break.
 
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Thursday, January 23, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 12:27 PM by Jason
			WOO HOO new series of Angel starts tonight...cant wait ;)
 TV is really good this week, 
 with Enterprise, Oddessy 5, StarGate:SG1, Buffy, Scrubs, The Bill, Red Cap, 
 and many more shows that will keep me in front of the box for a while...lol...
 gawd i need a social life....lol
 Hope you like my poem, it was how i was feeling the other day when i was going through a dark mood.
 Bought myself a book the other day, it was the first book in a series about Anita Blake:Vampire Hunter
 its quite good, it beats Buffy hands down.
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 10:59 AM by Jason
			one of my poems, enjoy - 
 inner feelings
 Let me fall
 in deep embrace
 cover 
 cloak me black
 with crescent waves
 drowning
 in depths of darkness
 turbulence storms
 holding 
 fighting 
 winning
 taking me further 
 away from pain
 down 
 down 
 down ever onward l go
 my spirit lighter 
 my vision clearer
 weaving 
 moving through death’s open door.
 
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Tuesday, January 21, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 1:35 PM by Jason
			Well.....finally got my bloody job seekers allowence money...not much, but it will do until i get myself a job.
 and on to that now....i was going to go for an interview yesterday at the Baggage Company...but guess what little idiot forgot to set his alarm.
 i woke up around 1pm, and my interview was at 11am...so i dont know what to do about that.
 i might go in today and say sorry and hope that i can get another interview...highly doubtful i know.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Thursday, January 16, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 11:14 AM by Jason
			Just signed on at the job center
 and for once it was good...lol
 i was the only one there, so there was no loud mouth jerks, no screaming children...just peace and quiet..ahhh...bliss.....lol
 Mel rang me up yesterday, which was good, needed to hear a friendly voice as i was feeling a bit lonely.
 we was sorting out the dates on when we should take mums ashes up too withernsea.
 ive applied for another job today, branch manager of the gift company in the local shopping center, so hopefully...fingers crossed
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Tuesday, January 14, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 1:18 PM by Jason
			Ive done a few changes to my blog as you can see
 i have added more stuff to the right hand section of the blog, like faves,work history,etc.
 ive been at home all weekend, 
 it was too cold to go out, and i wanted to wrap up warm and watch tv all weekend.
 Vicki rang me up..well she woke me up on sat morning, she said sorry about not coming down to see me, which was cool.
 apart from watching tv the whole time, it was pretty boring, nothing else to do really.
 Oh yeh, as i was adding more code to this site, i got a phone call from one of the jobs i had sent my cv off too.
 i have an interview next monday at 11am for the asst.managers job of the baggage company.
 ok..its not a world class job...but i need a job...any job...even if it is selling bags to old people...lol
 thursday i have to sign on at the job center, so hopefully i will get some money this weekend from them
 tomorrow, i might stay at home, and do some more sorting out in the house.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Friday, January 10, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 3:34 PM by Jason
			my god...im a total net freak...ive been online since 9am this morning, and its 3.30pm now
 i was going to do some shopping...god damn it...lol
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 1:30 PM by Jason
			This is a poem that a dear friend of mine sent me
 enjoy - 
 GUARDIAN ANGEL by Freya
 A teen's mind should not be expanded as mine 
 A teen's heart should not feel as much as mine 
 A teen's tongue should not speak as does mine 
 A teen's eye should not cry as much as mine 
 One will not understand me 
 Until they can feel with my heart 
 See with my eyes, 
 speak with my tongue, 
 Think with my mind, 
 hear with my ears, 
 Nor feel with my hands. 
 I will always be a mystery 
 I will always be the unknown 
 The one who stand in the corner so quietly 
 The one who listens yet speaks not 
 I will always be your conscious 
 Your Guardian Angel. 
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 11:39 AM by Jason
			Sent off applications for three jobs this week, 
 2 for an asst.manager postion in a shop, and 1 for a mystery shopper postion.
 so hopefully i will get something really soon.
 Pretty pissed off about Mark and Vicki, 
 Mark and his girlfriend Sharon was coming over to my house on tuesday for a drinks and a take away, 
 but they did not turn up or ring me to let me know whats going on, i texted them, 
 still have not got a reply back yet...oh well...shit happens.
 and as for Vicki, whats up with her ?
 she was coming down at the weekend to stay at her mums, 
 and we was going to meet up and go for a drink, but there was nothing, no phone call, no visit, zip.
 i have not got her mums phone number to ring her, so i dont know whats up with that...bugger it.
 Watched Two Towers again this week, it was much better the second time, 
 i really love this film, mum would have enjoyed it, she likes those kinds of films.
 speaking about mum, 
 i woke up on wednesday morning, crying my eyes out, 
 the floodgates was let loose and i could not stop crying, 
 i remember i was dreaming about her and i was talking to her in my dream, 
 and i started to cry in the dream, begging for her to come back to me, thats when i woke up crying.
 i gotta admit, i needed to let go like that, it did me some good, but im still missing her, im still wishing that it never happand.
 on Thursday it started to snow at last, its bloody freezing here, and i cant afford to have the heating on, 
 so im wearing layers of tshirts, jumpers, etc when im at home, just to keep myself warm.
  
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Monday, January 06, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 1:04 PM by Jason
			Just got back from having an interview with my job seekers adviser
 i got to signon next thursday so i can start to get some money at last.
 my appointment with the council got cancelled, so i need to make another one this week.
 just added a code in my blog that shows how many people are viewing my site.
 pretty cool ;)
 im working on getting a domain name for Witchboy.com, 
 if i can, i will set up a proper website, with added witchyness ..lol
 applied for a job as a mystery shopper today, just got to hear back from them...should be interesting if i get it.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Sunday, January 05, 2003
			 
		
		
	
		
		
			:: 12:21 PM by Jason
			oh well...shit happens
 Mark cancelled again on the party, fuck it..i drink the beer on my own then.
 boring day yesterday, did bugger all.
 ive got a friend who wants to exchange houses with me, 
 so im going to ask the council if im allowed to do it.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Friday, January 03, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 11:48 AM by Jason
			HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
 ok...it was a late greeting..what can i say, i was too lazy to update it until now ;)
 new years eve was alright, 
 i was gonna have a party, but my mate Mark cancelled at the last minute as he was not feeling well, 
 so im gonna have a post new years eve bash this weekend.
 so all i did that whole day was drink loads of booze and had my music on full blast...which was good...me singing ...lol
 new years day was ok, just watched tv all day and drank a couple bottles of wine...
 i have noticed that i am drinking alot more now...gotta watch that.
 yesterday was a peaceful boring day, just read a whole months worth of newspapers and watched tv.
 today im going to do some food shopping, and if i have time, 
 i am going to the cinema to watch Star Trek:Nemesis..should be excellent anyway ;)
 Tomorrow, Vicki is coming down to see me, which i cant wait, 
 and i should be having Mark & Sharon over for drinks.
 next week is going to be busy for me as i need to start sorting stuff out in the house and try and get myself a job.
			 
			
		 
	
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