:: 12:58 PM by Jason
Another day has passed, and what does the future hold for the Eternal Fool ???
Well kiddies...im still unemployed,
ive sent off my cv to loads of companys and signed on with loads of agencies.
ive made loads of new friends and been in contact with some old ones.
this website is getting better everytime i add something new ;-)
and i might be having someone come and stay with me in a few months time,
but i will update you all on that near to the time.
for some stupid reason, im in a good and postive mood...wonder if its gonna last...lol

:: 12:24 PM by Jason

Primary Ability: Farseeker Farseekers posses the ability to communicate over great distances via telepathy. They are great friends who know when they're needed, and seem to be able to detect others thoughts.
Secondary Ability: Futureteller Futuretellers have an uncanny knack of knowing what is going to happen, well before anybody else. Alot of futuretellers have truedreams, whereas some, like Brydda, have what they call a 'sixth sense'. Futuretellers are usually very quiet, and reserved, yet they are loyal and trustworthy.
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:: 5:10 PM by Jason
another poem of mine...im on a roll today ;-)

let the cold wind blow thru my broken heart
and let the darkness overcome my soul
for i am lost in the abyss,
forever more a forgotten person
forgotten by the one i love
the one who has shatterd my soul
let the cold wind blow thru this lost old soul.

:: 5:00 PM by Jason
had some good and interesting news about kathy just now...
will post later when i get all the info....
life changing things are gonna happen...
Sweeeeet !!!

:: 2:29 PM by Jason
Just watched a whole bunch of movie trailers.
Hulk looks crap, and the CGI Hulk looks like something out of a cartoon.
Bad boys 2 looks good, i loved the first movie
Charlies Angels 2 looks funny and good
Termaintor 3 looks crap
X-Men 2 looks bloody excellent
and
Shanghai Knights looks great !!!

:: 12:22 PM by Jason
guess what ive been doing this week...

Afroman - Because I Got High (jay and silent bob strikes back movie)

It's Like, I don't care about nothin man,
roll another blunt, Yea (ohh ohh ohh),

La da da da da da La, Da Daaa,
La da da da, La da da da, La da da daaa

I was gonna clean my room until I got high
I gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high
my room is still messed up and I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I was gonna go to class before I got high
I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but I got high
(La da da da da da da da da)
I am taking it next semester and I know why, (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I was gonna go to work but then I got high
I just got a new promotion but I got high
now I'm selling dope and I know why (why man?) yea heayy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I was gonna go to court before I got high
I was gonna pay my child support but then I got high
they took my whole paycheck and I know why (why man?) yea heayy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I wasn't gonna run from the cops but I was high
I was gonna pull right over and stop but I was high
(La da da da da da da da da)
Now I am a paraplegic and i know why (why man?) yea heayy,
- because I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I was gonna pay my car note until I got high
I was gonna gamble on the boat but then I got high
now the tow truck is pulling away and I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- because I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I was gonna make love to you but then I got high
I was gonna eat yo pussy too but then I got high
now I'm jacking off and I know why, yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I messed up my entire life because I got high
I lost my kids and wife because I got high
now I'm sleeping on the sidewalk and I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

(La da da da da da da da da)

I'm gonna stop singing this song because I'm high
I'm singing this whole thing wrong because I'm high
and if I dont sell one copy I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I'm high [repeat 3X]

La da da da da da, La da da da, Shoop shooby doo wop.


at least it has helped me sleep alot...lol

:: 11:10 AM by Jason
Some of my poems -

How would she feel, if I were gone.
Would she cry, as I sang my final song.
All the time I though she cared,
Yet all she did, was stand and stare.
Foolish thoughts in a jumbled mind.
Is there anything to leave behind.
The love I felt, is made a mock.
All I feel now, is pain and shock.
she took my heart in her hand,
Watched it trickle through, like sand.
Does she laugh, at love now gone.
Look on, as she hears my final song.

:: 11:09 AM by Jason
The time has come,
to go away.
To see no more,
another day.
Shadows of sadness,
taken hold.
My heart and soul,
so still and cold.
The light that shone upon my face,
When you held me in your warm embrace,
Is gone forever,
will never return.
No longer,
fires of passion burn.
Of the way I've treated you,
I'm ashamed.
I gladly bear the guilt and blame,
Of losing love,
so strong and pure.
A love of which,
we were so sure.
Words are fickle,
actions strong.
My heart tells me,
this feeling's wrong.
I've made mistakes and caused much strife.
This empty feeling,
will be with me through life.
Of all this,
I am the cause.
A new me,
should be what I'm looking for.
This twist of fate,
it leaves no doubt,
That which you can't find within,
cannot be found without.
I leave you now,
after words,
so shallow,
Be true to your heart and the rest will follow.

:: 11:04 AM by Jason


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:: 2:16 PM by Jason
Howdy all ;-)
been busy this week job hunting with Henna
signed on with a few more agencys, and handed out my CV to everyone
need a job really fast as my money has nearly run out.

:: 11:35 AM by Jason
Had a bloody good weekend !!!

The ghost hunt to the Crown Hotel was wicked,
we did have a few problems at first when we arrived
and with an another group of investigators,
but i thought it was a very good evening.
considering this was our first official hunt
and the first time we all worked together,
i think we pulled it off alright.
the gentleman from the BBC was a bit of a pain,
puting the camera right up close to your face, Grrrrr...idiot...lol

There was a wicked picture of me with a misty orb by my side.
Also, i had a message from my mum from one of the mediums,
it was one of the first things she said to me,
and i know it was true as well,
the way the medium described my mum and how she died,
no one knows apart from myself and mum what the final few mins was like,
and this medium did...spooky but good...

Had trouble sleeping last night, had alot on my mind.
for some strange reason, i feel more postive in looking for a job,
which i will be doing later with henna, when i meet up with her around 1.30 pm

:: 12:13 PM by Jason
I had food yesterday !!!
my gawd...i was such a pig,
seeing that i had not eaten in a day or two,
i just pigged out...lol

oh well...i feel better anyway cuz of it,
but im still a bit deaf in my ear and i cant get rid of my cough.

today im off to meet henna to do a spot of job hunting,
she is after work herself,so we thought we could put our heads together and do a brainstorming session.

cant wait for tmrw...ghost hunt in a haunted hotel...should be spiffy.

also its my dear friends birthday today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT !!!
love ya babe.

:: 2:43 PM by Jason
Arg....Four more eps left of the greatest sci-fi series ever...FarScape will be finishing soon.

:: 12:23 PM by Jason
i gotta love ravenwolfes website, without her site, i wont have any of these quizes on here

:: 12:22 PM by Jason

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:: 12:21 PM by Jason

The haxor handle of witchboy is "Serial Preacher".

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:: 12:04 PM by Jason
just added a section about sabbats, enjoy ;-)

:: 11:40 AM by Jason
Massive Blog Update now...

I've been offline for a while now,
due to lack of money to come to the internet cafe
and having problems logging on to blogger.com.

ok...onto my life the past week....

signed on last thursday at the job center,
and ive been told that they are going to stop my jobseekers allowence as i failed to apply for a part time job at a card shop last july...
i mean come on now, last fucking july...christ they are a bunch of anal bastards at the job center.
so i had to apply for a hardship benefit,
which is less money then my job seekers giro.
god i need a job soon,

the worse part of it is that i wont have much food to last me until i get my money,
i did go and do some food shopping on tuesday when i received my money, but its not gonna go very far.
for a day or two last week i never even ate anything,
except a couple slices of bread & butter, as i had nothing else.

i signed on with loads and loads of job agencys as well on thursday,
but all i got told was that there is not much work going on here in MK.
Last friday i stayed at home and started to sort out mums room,
i bagged up all of her clothes which i will give to a charity as i cant really sell them,
i gotta admit, it was bloody emotional, going thur all her things,
but someone had to do it, and seeing that im here by myself with no other family, it was down to me.

last sat was a good day, stayed at home during the morning and afternoon and finished off sorting mums room,
and then in the evening i met up with Sarah and Martin of Spookhunters UK,
and we went on a ghosthunt around a few places in MK.
went to bowbrickhill cemetary which i really dont like as it is bloody spooky there,
then we went over to tattenhoe cemetery which there was some activity there that i could sense anyway,
and we went over to the roman villa in bancroft and sarah got some cool pictures of a few orbs there.
this weekend we are off to a haunted hotel with a BBC camera crew and a couple of mediums, i cant wait as it has alot of activity there.

the only downside of sat nights hunts around in the cold and the dark, was that i got a bloody cold...lol
so sunday i stayed wrapped up warm in front of the tv, i still feel a bit off even now,
i am taking meds for the cold and also i need it as i have lost hearing in my right ear, which is a very strange feeling...lol

watched the first ep of season two of 24 on sunday, i love this series, hopefully it will be even better then the first series.

met up with Carl on tuesday and we went over to the cinema to watch DareDevil !!!
it bloody rocks, one of the best superhero films ever, i might even go and watch it again.

saw Henna as well on tuesday, sweet as ever, ive not seen her in ages, she was a cool person to work with.

met up with Rebecca yesterday for coffee, i wished we had more time to hang out together,
but her husband was up the city and i think he was spying on us, the jerk....

did not eat anything yesterday as when i got home i found out that i had no gas to cook anything, so i just went hungry instead.
gonna buy some credit fo rgas today, so hopefully i will have somethig warm soon.

chatted to Kathy yesterday, the poor darling was feeling a tad depressed, so i did my best to cheer her up, hope it worked.

got a phone call yesterday morning from D&P agency offering me a job working in a office of a goods dept warehouse,
it was a cool job with a starting basic wage of only £10.000 p/a...
but i had to turn it down as i had no transport to get there,
the job was in buckingham, which is pretty far away from me, damn i need to learn how to drive soon.

im gonna get my CV typed up again today, and try my luck with a few shops around the city today,
im also thinking about shaving my hair off again,
and go for the escaped mental patient look...hmmmm...preeeety....lol

:: 12:59 PM by Jason
Hmmmm its been three months this weekend that mum died
well i have survived so far ....
and not done anything stupid like i was thinking of doing at the time.

:: 11:36 AM by Jason

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:: 11:31 AM by Jason
Woo Hoo...the blog is working again
that pissed me off the other day when it would not allow me to post on here.

well what have i been up too eh ???

monday was a quiet day, just chilled in the city, and posted on message boards, etc.
yesterday i stayed at home and did a bit of cleaning and had my music on full blast
im going through all my Queen cds again...lol

also...with great sadness,
there is only five more eps of Farscape left,
after that, the best sci-fi series in the world apart from Babylon 5 will be finished for good.
R-I-P- FARSCAPE....lol

it looks like i will be going to the ghost hunt this weekend,
i thought i wont be going as i have no money,
but a friend is gonna lend me the cash to go.

:: 1:12 PM by Jason
ok im having problems with posting on my blog for some strange reason
i think it could be bloggers fault.

ive had a good weekend,
sat was cool, met up with rebecca and had a coffee and a wander around the shopping center.
yesterday i was in ultra cleaning mode...lol
*note to self* look for spell to clean house on its own....lol

:: 4:35 PM by Jason
THIS IS MY BITCHING POST:-

Why is it that when i have no bloody money,
all my friends want me to go out ?
and when i do have money, they are not interested..
bloody weird...lol

ive just had to turn down three friends today
who all wanted me to go out with them tonight.

Martin as he wanted to go out on a bender,
Mark as it is his birthday today,
and Sarah, who wanted to talk about next weeks investigation.

i really wish i can go out tonight, but without any money i cant.

plus ive got no heating at home, or any bloody credit on my phone
and my food is nearly run out, ive got loads of cans of soup, so thats ok.

im just hoping that the man from the comic shop will get in touch soon to buy my comics.

well on monday im off to the job agencys as they want to see me about getting work.

fuck it, i hate weekends.

:: 11:32 AM by Jason
picked up my flowers from Rebecca's flower stall yesterday
and i made the trip to the graveyard to see dad.
it was raining and very muddy, so i got a tad bit dirty.
when its more warmer weather,
i will go back and tidy his grave up a bit, as it was a mess.

i could not sense him around.
i dont think mum or dad are here on this realm anymore, they have moved on.
which in a way is good...but i still feel alone...
oh well...once i get myself a job,
im gonna focus all my energy on that and try and not think about the bad times anymore.

sold some computer games yesterday, and im going to sell some more today as i need the cash.
got no food in the house and no heating, so im pretty screwed on all that.
the only good thing (kinda) is that i might have a buyer for some of my comics.
im going to sell loads off...as well i cant really take everything with me when im moving house.
which is a bitch as i have collected comics ever since i was a nipper.

still having troubles with my eyes,
i really need a new pair of glasses asap.

:: 11:09 AM by Jason
Morning All
pretty much tired today, did not get much sleep again last night
i hate these nightmares ive been having, every night now.

had a good two days, since my last post.
on tuesday i went over to my friends house (Carl)
and had a few beers and a very deep and intense chat about things
started my basic basics training with him, shell theory, etc.
also had a bloody good rant about things.

on wednesday i went over to Rebecca's house to watch Smallville videos
which was a very good day,
her son Peter is very sweet, reminds me of my nephew Liam.

also yesterday was mum's birthday,
but i could not stay in the house as all i would be doing is going through old photos, etc
so i was glad that Rebecca invited me over.
i even bought my mum a birthday card without thinking, it was just a natural reponse.

been thinking alot this week about where im heading, my future, and my dreams.
this time next year everything will be differant, new home,job,friends, etc
i need to start writing down future goals for myself,
work out where i want to be and who i want to be.

:: 1:18 PM by Jason
WoW i cant believe that i have survived without the net all weekend.
ok, i mean i had the shakes ...lol

ive just chilled at home and watched alot of tv and videos.
watched a crappy film called The Others, it was a ghost story that sucked balls
also watched a wicked werewolf film, called Ginger Snaps.
now personally i dont like werewolves, but i do like any movies about them.

some sad news - on sat morning, the space shuttle burnt up in the atmosphere,
killing all seven astronauts .
i remember the Challenger crash, all those years ago.
its a waste of human innocent life.

some good news,
if i get some money together, i might be going on a ghosthunt near bristol
which should be bloody excellent ;-)

pissed off about no bloody giro money as of yet, it should have been in my bank account by now
gawddamn job center...Grrrrrrrr

:: 12:42 PM by Jason
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