:: 5:08 PM by Jason
Just finished work about 4.30pm, it was an alright day
very hot and stuffy in the office, but the people are cool and very nice
not use to working with nice people...lol
they have asked me back tomorrow to finish off the job that i was doing
it might be my last day there, but they will see if there is any other work going

also, my friend -Rebecca has got me a job working with her at the flower stall
so thats cool, its not my usual cup of tea, but its a job, and its good money

Looking forward to this weekends ghosthunt, it should be very spiffy.

:: 11:38 AM by Jason
Hmmmm my last comment about were's upset someone who i once really cared about.
i really posted it as i thought it was funny
and also i cant work out why people think that they are non-human,
that they have to act and behave in such a manner that they believe that they are were's
now i have no idea if this person is a P-shifter or a M-shifter.
but even still, i find it all funny and a bit crazy.
but thats what you get with a british witch....
hmmmm...
maybe im an alien from outer space...well sometimes i think my sister thinks i am...lol
btw...thank you MELANIE for signing my guestbook, i wont bug you about it anymore ;-)

yesterday was a bloody pain in the backside, going up and down the shops as i needed credit for electric,
and i bought the wrong tokens, so i had to go back and exchange them...grrrrrr....but anywhoo,
i finally had light, tv, and food last night, so i was happy :-)

Walked passed my possible future home this morning,
its near the local shopping center and it looks like a ground floor flat
but the area looks a bit dodgy,
i have to think about this before i make any final judgement.

Special Message for my Friend Sarah who is not feeling spiffy this week
GET BETTER SOON LUV, AND TAKE IT EASY !!!

:: 1:44 PM by Jason
if i had a big gun :
I would shoot every bloody person who claims that they are were's
*evil laugh*
;-)

:: 12:53 PM by Jason
Ahhhh yes the 80's how i love thee...
This will take you back and bring back nice memories....

Um Bongo, Um Bongo, They drink it in the Congo
Friendship bracelets were ties that couldn't be broken.
You know all the words to "Ice Ice Baby".
You wanted to be on "Jim'll Fix It".
You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before he had plastic surgery.
You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off".
You were upset when She-ra, Princess of Power and He-Man got cancelled.
You remember Madonna in her cone stage outfit.
You knew "The Artist" when he was humbly called "Prince."
You wore fluorescent-neon clothing... (if you can call it clothing!) prob a shell-suit!!
You could break dance (ok, you wished you could)
You remember when Amiga was a state of the art video game system.
You remember M.C. Hammer.
You can still sing the rap to "Fresh Prince of Bel Air"....
You can remember when it was Jazzy Jeff and The fresh Prince and NOT just plain Will Smith!
You own any cassettes.
You carried your lunch to school in a Gremlins, ALF or ET lunchbox.
You have ever pondered on why Smurfette was the ONLY female smurf.
My Little Pony, Gummy Bears and Transformers are familiar to you.
You had a Swatch Watch.
You believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power!"
Big wheels and BMX's were the way to go.
With your pink (or blue) portable tape player, you sang to Kylie and Jason!
You owned Polly Pocket or Micro Machines.
You made Ken fall in love with Barbie.
Partying "like it's 1999" seemed SO far away.
You knew that Transformers were "more than meets the eye".
You wore a banana clip at some point during your youth.
You were led to believe that in the year 2000 we'd all be living in space.
You know what leg warmers are and probably had a pair.
You wore cycling shorts underneath a short skirt and felt stylish.
You recorded songs off the radio with your boom box.
You never questioned why the A-Team were always imprisoned in places that had sufficient tools to build an armoured tank.
Dungeons & Dragons was your favourite programme.
You said "bright light, bright light" in a strange high-pitched voice.
You fell out with friends during heated arguments about the relative merits of Male characters out of beverly hills 90210.
Cerise pink, electric blue and banana yellow have ever featured in your wardrobe or make-up collection.
You did the top toggle of your coat up around your neck without having your arms in the sleeves, and you knew you looked like a superhero.
Your new winter coat was best used to demonstrate that your wings were like a shield of steel.
You still remember when the A-ha video was the pinnacle of modern technology and you can still sing all the words.
Your best party dress was either a ra-ra or puff-ball skirt.
You remember watching a house inhabited by a jester, a pantomime horse and a woman who sneezed, and thinking that this was perfectly normal.
You tried to convince your Dad to fit a strip of red lights on the front of the car so it looked like KITT.
You had more than 10 sweets in a 10p mix-up.
You hid behind the sofa whenever you heard the word "Exterminate!".
Girls - You owned a pair of Pixie boots,generally worn with leg warmers.
Boys - You owned a pair of pale grey slip-ons, generally worn with white towelling socks.
Ooh, you could crush a grape!
You held a chicken in the air or stuck a deckchair up your nose.
You wore legwarmers & tried to do the splits while jumping in the air while singing you were going to live forever.
Your best mate had a Soda Stream at home and you were jealous.
Any elderly Scottish lady sounds like Supergran.
When 'Computer' Tennis, Pac-Man and Donkey-Kong ruled.
You remember hearing the tune then running out to buy an ice cream cone on a warm summer night - 99's, screwballs or a cider lolly.
Water balloons were the ultimate weapon.
Important decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo."
Pass this on to anyone who needs a break - I DOUBLE-DARE YA!!!

:: 12:17 PM by Jason
I will mauled by a mob of midgets.



How will you die? Take the Exotic Cause of Death Test

:: 12:11 PM by Jason
Hello readers ;-)
Its been a few interesting days recently

On Wednesday, I met up with Carl and James for a drink and James being a decent chap bought us all a chinese takeaway
which was good as i was bloody starving, hey can you blame me, living on baked beans and bread...i mean...yuck.
We also started sorting out our characters for next week's roleplaying at my house.
I will be playing a half-orc barbarian named Orlic the Scarlet....yeh i know its cheese, but its fun ;-)

Thursday, i went up to the city to sign on and to apply for more jobs,
and there was a few like data input clerks that i have posted my cv off too, so hopefully ....fingers crossed
in the evening Carl and Anne (his girlfriend) came over to kidnap me back to their place
and force a bloody decent meal down me and made me sit down and
watch Buffy, Angel and Scrubs and have a chilled time.

I mean the cheek of it all, how dare they kidnap me and force me to eat and watch tv,
what is the world coming to....lmao

Another good thing was that at Anne's place of work (British Sports Trust) they were after a temp to do some quick work for good pay
so i started on Friday, it was £5 an hour, and it was easy work.
going back there on Monday to continue the work, im just praying (yes i did say pray) that i will get a longer contract out of them or maybe full time work.
like i said, i will pray...lol

Got a letter from the council yesterday morning, they have found me a one bedroom flat in Oldbrook.
I was really surprised at how quick they have found me a place.
i need to view it on tuesday, but i dont know if i can take it or not,
depends on how quick i can get packed and sort the family house out and if i can afford it.
plus it depends on what the flat is like, if it is a decent place to live or a bloody dump.

Need to buy some credit for the electric and gas today, dont want another evening in the dark
plus ive not watched any tv except on Thur at Carl's...christ ive missed my soaps....lol

:: 12:16 PM by Jason
Living in the DARK !!!
ahhh yes the joys and fun of not having much electric in your house
having loads of candles for light and not watching tv for fear of using up all your power...
ahhh yes...joy joy happy happy joy joy.


hopefully i should get some money soon....hopefully.
so then i can buy lots of credit for gas and electric
and food...need food...getting tired of baked beans and toast....lol
the only good thing is that im slowly losing weight ;-) lol

:: 12:05 PM by Jason
had a good weekend
went over to Sarah's house on Sat for a BBQ
first one ive ever been too, yeh i know, thats sad, but very true...lol
it was a damn good day...very spiffy in fact.

Sunday i spent the whole day sorting out the spare room, throwing away loads of junk and just general tidying
i was gonna start to sort out my comicbook collection, but thats gonna take me a while.

Sunday night was interesting....i had no electric power at all, i was in the middle of watching tv and the whole place went dark.
so theres me, looking for candles and torches just to see, banged my knee a couple of times...lol
turns out that i have no extra credit left at home for the electric, so tonight should be interesting.
im gonna ring the electric company up in a min to find out what i can do :(

ive added some extra bits to this blog, like a couple of new links and more stuff on the things to do list and wish list.

:: 1:16 PM by Jason
just added the link to Freya's website, my very own guardian angel
and have added a link to Trinitii's weblog

:: 12:05 PM by Jason
Quote of the Day:

Never argue with an idiot. They drag you down to their level and then beat you with experience.

Anonymous

:: 12:00 PM by Jason
Finally went to bed at 10pm last night, i was awake for around 40+ hours
had another good day yesterday
did some job hunting, so hopefully im gonna get something soon,
if not,
i will have to become a male escort and sell myself...lmao

:: 11:20 AM by Jason

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


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:: 11:17 AM by Jason
The sun is bright...
The birds are singing...
*touchwood and fingers crossed*
Life is Good for once
(well except the war, and total global conflict that could lead to the end of all life on the planet)
but apart from all that, things are spiffy !!!

Ok, i am tired as ive been up since 7am yesterday morning.
met up with rebecca at 9am yesterday for coffee and a chat
and carl joined us later on, and we spent the whole time from 12pm to 4am this morning drinking beer and chatting about stuff.
still have not been to bed yet, so i thought i come back up to the city to do a spot of job hunting and see whats going on.

Dont you just find funny, some people on the net who have no total lack of reality and think that they are characters from roleplaying games, or films, etc
i mean, take example, people who claim to be bloody werewolfs for real...what a load of BS
ok, yeh, fine i am a witch, that is real.
but for someone to call themselves a were, that is a total nut job.
*oh yes, fear me, im a werewolf, Grrrrrrr*
Bollocks.....lol

it does make you wonder what idiots are out there in the world
thank fuck, that most of my friends are pretty much sane...well except that certain person...yes you...you know who you are...MWahahahaha
(only having a giggle) ;-)

Found out yesterday, that i have made the biggest mistake ever with a lady who i really have fallen in love with.
i just need to find her again, and hopefully,
she will forgive me and maybe, me not being an utter dickhead,
except that she does really like me, and for me to except who i am and that yes, people do really like me...lmao

:: 12:06 PM by Jason
Hey all...
well im in a better mood now then i was in my last blog entry, sorry about that.
but i was so bloody depresed on friday and saturday that i have done alot of thinking and reviewing my life.
i have experienced so many emotions over the last few days,
that one sec i was happy, and the next sec i was crying.
i even started to think about taking my own life, and ending it all on saturday,
now i know thats stupid talk, but my feelings have been all over the place of late.
even going out saturday night with the gang on a ghost hunt did not even cheer me up,
and it should have done, as i enjoy what i do.
i started to daydream what my funeral would be like and who would turn up, etc...
ive not normally this morbid, heck im never morbid...but everything has just been getting me down, with hardly any food, money, job, or family....its just been hell.
this is like therepy for me, writing this blog, letting my inner spirit out,
so that i can see where im going and where ive been, my hidden thoughts and wishes, in electronic form, for everyone to read and think about there own lives.
im not doing this so that people can feel sorry for me, im doing it so that people can understand the real me, the real Jason...

i did get some money today, only enough to last me for a week or two, until my next giro, so i should be alright
at least there is one good thing about not eating much every day
(btw...ive been living on baked beans and rice all week)
i have lost a tiny bit of weight, hey...ive got my chin back...lol

yesterday i spent the whole day sorting out dads books for sale, which im hoping of selling this week, should get me some money (hopefully)

:: 11:21 AM by Jason
ok, this is a bitch...
i signed on on thursday and i was promised that my giro would be paid into my bank account for Saturday, today.
so with the last bit of money ive got,
i have travelled all the way up to the shopping center thinking that i can draw out my money ,
so i can do some food shopping as i have run out at home,
and what do i bloody find,
no FUCKING money!!!

so...i assume, my money will be paid in the next couple of days,
and another rant as well, my hardship benefit is only £32.00 a week.
how the fuck can i live on £32.00 a fucking week, christ almighty...this fucking sucks.

and here was i thinking that life will get better, like fuck it has.

:: 10:57 AM by Jason

How evil are you?

:: 10:54 AM by Jason
nothing much to say except that i should get little bit of money on Sat so i can buy some food.
thats about it folks....i will update more at the weekend.

:: 11:42 AM by Jason
sonofabitch....the final ep of Farscape ended on a frelling cliffhanger...what the fuck!!!
Major frelling Grrrrrrrr to the tv company.
but...it was still a damn good 45 mins of TV heaven...lol

well what have i been up to since i last posted...hmmmm...welll lets see....

I stayed at home this weekend, as i have no money to go out and the weather was shitty.
so i just watched lots and lots of tv, and did a bit of sorting out with dads books, which im gonna sell.
found a few interesting letters from my family past, regarding my dad and his family.
*puts a detective hat on*
should be good to finally get to the bottom of all the bloody mystery that surrounds this family's past.

anywhoo...finished my last meal last night, i am now living on baked beans, bread, rice and coffee.
oh well...at least i can lose weight now
i have no bloody idea when i will get any more, ive been to the council to sort out my hardship benefit
but no such luck as of yet.
i can stretch this remaining food for one more week, and thats it folks...the eternal fool is gonna starve to death.
so if you dont see any new updates in a week or two, you will know what has happend to me...lol
well...you gotta laugh, if not, i be bloody crying, and i cant have that.

A big thank you at last to melanie, my sister, for signing my guest book...about bloody time mel... :p

:: 11:45 AM by Jason
What an interesting week ive had so far...
well, i stayed at home on monday and tuesday to catch up on my sleep and videos.

wednesday ..so far has been the best day,
as i went over to see Rebecca for coffe and a chat,
and then i went over to see Carl.

Carl did my Tarot reading for me and came up with some cool spreads,
which if i go on a certain path, i would be doomed in love and my future would be wasted.
but...if i take another path, i can and will see the light at the end of the road.
so guess what path im taking eh?...lol

i really need to go to bowback house (council building) as they have not paid my hardship benefits.
and my food and gas will run out by tuesday next week...so im bloody stuffed if i dont get something sorted soon.

ive applied for loads more jobs, but have not heard from any of them as of yet.

this weekends ghost hunt has been cancelled, which is a pain,
but in a way, it might give me more time to pack up stuff in the house.

:: 12:35 PM by Jason
Ack....Im gonna die !!!
well everyone dies at some point,
and i will die on Friday, February 12th 2049
which would make me 74 years old...which is not that bad...lol
find out your death at http://www.deathclock.com

:: 12:27 PM by Jason
Had a very interesting and exciting day yesterday...
cleaning and washing clothes...WHOO HOO BABY !!!
gawd...i need something cool to happen in my life...
dont know what...but something that i can tell my grandkids about ...lmao

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