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Wednesday, May 28, 2003
:: 1:23 PM by Jason
Been at Home most of the week so far,
Went over to Martin & Sarah's house on Monday evening, which was cool
watched a film or two.

Was feeling really drained of energy yesterday and i spent most of the time sleeping
maybe it's just my body telling me to take better care of myself

Got my phone line installed on Tuesday,
and I will be getting Internet connection in a week or two, but i need to fix my computer first ;-(

Work is a bitch, I asked for some extra hours, and i got turned down,
so i wont be working until this sunday, and thats when i will get paid,
sodding one days wages...
i mean its ok, i dont need money to travel, as i can walk to whereever im going...well mostly...
and food wise, will be ok, as i still have not get any gas at home,
but i do have a microwave,
so thats cool...but still...work is a bitch....lol

  - Jason

Monday, May 26, 2003
:: 1:21 PM by Jason
Yeh i know i said that i would update this the other day, but hey i forgot...lol

Been extra busy these last few days unpacking and working, and spending time with my friends.
Ahhh life is good...lmao

Took me three days to move home, and Thanks to Martin and Simon, i managed to do it
A Big Thank you Guys ;-)

The council has not been very helpful with my moving, but then again they are a bunch of pricks in that place.

Last Wednesday, my dearest friend Vicki gave birth to her second son - Luke William Tomlinson
born 14th may at 8.25am
Love you Vicki, take good care of yourself babe

Woke up at 5am on Thursday morning(15th), and did not go to bed until 11.30pm on the Saturday(17th),
spent the whole time packing and moving,
I only survived on Coke and Smoking 20 fags...
and then the weekend i did not really eat except a crisp sandwhich,
so i went without food for a few days, hey my waist is getting thinner so i dont care...lmao
anywhoo, Martin and Sarah got me some food from their fridge, so Kudos Guys !!!

The day i moved into my flat was 6 months to the date of my mums passing...pretty weird me thinks...

Trying to clear the old house out of rubbish was a pain in the back side, my parents had way too much rubbish
I will get charged for this, but what can i do?

Gonna miss the old place, lived there for 21 years, Grew up there, but sometimes change is good for the soul.

Did some extra shifts at work, its not bad working in the flower stall, its interesting anyway.
plus the fact Kassie and Clair are cool to work with.

Started to sort out the flat the other day, nearly finished unpacking everything except the kitchen...lmao...that reminds me....
Sarah and Martin came over for two nights last week to clean my cooker for me..
Hahahaa...cheers guys, I still cant believe you Two did that for me....lol

Watched Matrix 2 on Wednesday...what a huge pile of shite that was...
My god...Ive waited 4 frelling years for this film, and it was rubbish....
i rather go see the bloody S-Club movie instead of that crap...

There are only 3 more eps left of Buffy Ever !!!...
Shite what am i gonna do now...No FarScape...No Buffy....
*Crys like a little Girl*
Hahahaha

Saturday just gone was a bloody good day...
Worked with Claire, who is an utter nutter cool Gurl to work with...lol
And in the evening, the Scooby Gang came over for a takeaway and videos
We had a damn good laugh...I really do enjoy having this crazy bunch of people in my life.
Its made me understand what True Friendship is all about, and methinks its about time that i had that in my life.

Yesterday was a boring day at work, we sold most of our flowers the day before,
so we had nothing much to sell except bloody beanie babies...lol

Oh yeh...another good thing...
I have a phone back on again at home,
and i will be having internet access again within the next few weeks
Woo Frelling Hoo !!!!

  - Jason

Sunday, May 25, 2003
:: 3:12 PM by Jason

The Goddess Death: Dark, morbid, appropriately
represented by the color black and the element
water. Death is reserved, intellectual,
introspective. Rarely does she do anything
requiring a lot of energy or display of emotion
-- but when she does, anyone within a few
planes would do well to duck and cover.


Which Goddess Owns You?
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Pentacles


Which Tarot Suit Are You?
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You are an Elementalist. Your magic stems from the
forces of nature. You might be a forest
nuturing Druid, a storm-creating Weather-Wizard
or any of the many Elementals, but one thing is
sure-- your bond with nature is strong. You can
rely heavily on nature to support yourself
aesthetically or physically for it lends you
both comfort and strength. Your instincts
rarely fail you. You are vibrantly passionate
but are sometimes carried away by your own
emotions.


Which Magical Order Are You In?
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Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!

How British are you?

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  - Jason

Thursday, May 22, 2003
:: 12:53 PM by Jason
I've moved House !!!!

I will tell all tmrw at some point when i do a huge arse update on what ive been doing
  - Jason

Tuesday, May 13, 2003
:: 12:33 PM by Jason

Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and
supportive personalities. They live from their
heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on
the planet is to give love, to teach love and
to learn that they are loved. Their priorities
are love, relationships, and spirituality.


What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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  - Jason

:: 12:27 PM by Jason
Had the Interview yesterday, which was ok
the lady who interviewed me was very fit, so that was a bonus...lol
yeh yeh, im a tart, but who cares?

the other good thing yesterday was that i met up with Michelle
she was having an interview there as well.
Michelle is a very cool babe who i used to work with at Virgin, but i lost touch with her for 2 years
anywhoo....we went for a coffee and a chat, caught up on all the gossisp that has happend over the two years.

Ive got until 5pm on friday to vacate the house, so this should be interesting..but truth be told i have not got that much left to do now anyway
just box up my roleplaying books and comics and sort out the bedding and kitchen stuff and thats about it.

Martin is coming over later tonight with some more boxes and to help me cart some stuff over to the flat, which is way cool
he even said that he would teach me how to drive?!?!?
WoW is all i can say, hehehehe...me in a car tearing down the motorway with Queen music on full blast...methinks its a good idea...lol

I might have to change my mind now, and not leave MK, and stay here for good now.
as I have started to get my life back on the right track again, and i can see a decent future ahead of me,
instead of the bleakness that i thought i had and the possibility of leaving MK for good and getting away from everything and everyone.
heck im not even thinking about taking my own life anymore....christ that means my poems will be all about fluffy bunnys and happy blue smurfs ;-)
hmmmmm....maybe not on that bit...hahahaa

Vicki, my dearest and oldest friend went into labour on sunday morning, but ive not heard back from her or her hubby on what has happend, and how she and the baby is ?
also, another friend of mine - Mark, his G/F is expecting her first baby in four weeks, the poor sod is frightened, but im sure he will cope well.
and then there is I, I would love to have someone in my life, a GirlFriend, Kids, the whole nine yards basically.
but at times i can see myself being on my own until the day i pass over, and it is my own choice....
but then again, ive been told many times by people that i will be married before im 30 years old with 3 kids...so who knows eh? lol
  - Jason

Thursday, May 08, 2003
:: 4:59 PM by Jason
Hiya folks...time for a huge update...

Had a very cool Birthday on saturday,
Melanie was the only family member who sent me a card and a prezzie
which was cool, a wizard statue and a book on crystals with a bag of crystals to go with it...
should help me with my divining...

Age concern only picked up one wardrobe last week,
which really pissed me off as i wanted to get rid of all the furniture that i did not want.
so it looks like i will just be chucking it all away, i cant sell it as it is not worth anything.
sold a few books last week for £50.00, so that was alright, plus he was friends with Melanie
which was a bonus.

Went up to the sci-fi convention on friday, it was excellent...
loads of stars up there, and....
I met Virginia Hey, who plays Zhaan on Farscape...
she is so beautiful, got an autograph of her,
and she signed a happy birthday message on it with loads of kisses and hearts
had a decent chat with her about Farscape, she is so very cool...
gotta admit, total fanboy geeky time here, but that really made my day....lol

Bought an X-Men 2 movie poster, and some comics that i needed for my collection
Met up with Rebecca and Arthur up the convention, Rebecca was buying Smallville stuff as usual...lol

Saturday, which was my birthday, i had to work, which i did not really mind,
as i was working with debs, my boss
who is really cool to work for.
Rebecca came over and gave me my Prezzie....A huge Willow Print....which was awesome !!! ;-)

Had a blast from the past as well, Karyn came over to see me.
Ive not seen her in two years, and she is even more beautiful then ever..
i still fancy her, I dont think i ever stopped really,
hmmmmm...lets see if anything happens...and if i can pluck up the courage to ask her out this time.

Had my friends come over in the evening, to help me celebrate my birthday
which was excellent.
Carl, James, Pete, Martin, Sarah, Ian, Henna, and Simon.
it was a good night, had drinks at my house and then went on to 1st Base - a nightclub/bar in the Xscape building
that was the only thing that sucked as it was full of old grannys dancing on the dance floor, and the drinks was so very expensive.
Henna, a total babe, got me a couple of spliffs for my birthday, love ya darling ;-)
Met up with Rebecca in the bar, she was with her sister, Paula.
After a while, we all went back to my house, as it got boring in the bar.
finished off some KFC chicken and more beer, and then everyone started to go home
Simon and Carl were the only two to crash over.

Sunday, i woke up with a hangover and had trouble remembering where i was and who i was...lmao
christ that was bad...lol
anywhoo, i had to go to work that morning, and both Kass and I was feeling like shite
she had a hangover as well, and the both of us could not be bothered to do anything
lucky we were not busy.

Got my photos developed from that night as well, so when i scan them, i will add them to my gallery.

Worked on Monday with Rachel, the work experience girl
the day was so bloody boring
we were dead, from 10 am to 2pm we had 6 customers, all beanie baby customers as well...lol
so i rang up Debs and asked if we could close up early, so we did...cool...three hours early, and we got paid for it ...sweet
and it was double pay as well...lol

Went over to Martin & Sarah's house on monday evening.
had a few drinks and a chat, Simon came over as well
The Scooby Gang united...lol
cool friends ive got me thinks ;-)
Its about bloody time i had more decent friends, its been awhile since i could trust someone a 100%
and this gang, i can, fully...weird i know, as i have only known them for a few months, but i feel totally at ease with them.

Tuesday was shite, very horrible, i really should have gone to hospital, but i hate that place
I was alright in the morning, but around 11am-12 pm, i just passed out in the living room
I did not wake up until 5pm ish, it was so fucking weird.
I had trouble thinking of where i was and who and what i was...it was tottaly frelled.
Spent the rest of the day watching tv on the sofa, and placing my shields up really high, to block anything out.

I cant believe that im 28 years old now, christ what have i done with my life???
except look after people and not think about myself, well folks, thats gonna change from now on
its time for this lil witch to start living his own life and start thinking about my future, but does my future include still living in MK?
as im still thinking about moving away from this place, but i dont know....maybe, maybe not...fuck it...lets see what happens later this year.

Ive been told by the council, that if i have not left the house by next friday (16th) that i will be kicked out and the locks will be changed.
so i have a few days to finish off packing and move everything over.
which i will do, early next week.
I cant do much at the weekend as im working and Monday, i have an interview at HMV
I only have a few bits left to do, but its boxes that i really need.

Yesterday, Liam, My nephew was in hospital having an operation
he had his tonsils and adenoids out and had grommets put in both ears.
I hope the rugrat is doing ok, as it is his birthday tomorrow, he will be 9 years old.
Gawd i miss him.

Been thinking alot about travelling to New York at some point,
the only reason is that i have a very dear and sweet friend who lives there
and i would love to meet up and spend some time with her.
  - Jason

Monday, May 05, 2003
:: 2:38 PM by Jason
Had a damn good birthday on Saturday
will post more on that and what ive been up too later on this week
only posted this as i have finished work 2 hours early.
had not many customers, so ive closed up for the day.
  - Jason

:: 2:04 PM by Jason
Loke
You are Loki! Loki isn't a real god, but was given
birth by a giant. He became a member of the
Aesir when Odin made Loki his blood brother. He
is the god of mischief, a trickster, and very
cunning. He's always looking for trouble and he
uses all means to get what he wants. He has the
ability to change shape and be whatever he
wants. He's the father of a monster and horse.
Loki is a loner, a person who only trusts himself
and he enjoys to play games with the lives of
others.


Which Norse Mythology character are you?
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  - Jason

:: 2:00 PM by Jason

Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You
feel contentment moreso than happiness and your
emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to
cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where
there is rain there is a rainbow and you need
to see it more than others. Do something that
makes you happy.


How Emotional Are You?
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  - Jason

:: 1:58 PM by Jason
won't you love me? :-)
I'm the whore of Livejournal!


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:: 1:55 PM by Jason
Elizabeth Bathory
You're a historical vampire! You'd fit in with the
likes of Vlad the Impaler, or Elizabeth
Bathory, famous for bathing in the blood of
virgins to keep her young. Nobody can prove
that you are a vampire - but with hobbies like
torture and spitting people on spikes, you're
scary enough to start some MAJOR rumours.


What type of Vampire are you?
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  - Jason

:: 1:41 PM by Jason
professor x
You are Professor X!

You are a very effective teacher, and you are very
committed to those who learn from you. You put
your all into everything you do, to some extent
because you fear failure more than anything
else. You are always seeking self-improvement,
even in areas where there is nothing you can do
to improve.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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  - Jason

Thursday, May 01, 2003
:: 4:40 PM by Jason
Happy Beltane btw....
May the God and Goddess smile down on you all
  - Jason

:: 4:37 PM by Jason
It's My Birthday this Saturday
3rd May.....I will be 28 Years old
Party Time !!!
lol

Just got back from watching X-Men 2
Fucking excellent film.....Much better then the last one, in fact..its the best superhero movie ever
better then Spiderman and Daredevil

Still have not moved yet, its gonne be on the 8th May now, next Thursday
Still have lots to do, need more boxes....
Update more later folks....have a good bankholiday weekend
laters...........
  - Jason

 
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