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				Thursday, July 31, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 9:22 AM by Jason
			Quote of the Day: 
 Wouldn't you like to see a positive LSD story 
 on the news to hear what it's all about perhaps? 
 Wouldn't that be interesting, just once? 
 "Today a young man on acid realised that 
 all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, 
 that we are all one conciousness experiencing itself subjectively, 
 there is no such thing as death, 
 life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves. 
 Here's Tom with the weather...". 
 Bill Hicks 
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 9:19 AM by Jason
			Quote of the Day: 
 Do you ever notice in this country that 
 when we have a problem with something, 
 we always have to declare war on it? 
 The War on Illiteracy, 
 the War on AIDS, the War on Homelessness, 
 the War on Drugs... 
 We don't actually do anything about it, 
 but we've declared war on it. 
 George Carlin 
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
	
		
		
			:: 8:50 AM by Jason
			 YOU are the danger.
 Dragon, big bad wolf, spider, snake. whatever form suits you best. you ARE the scary. 'nough said.
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			:: 8:47 AM by Jason
			 You are closest to the Lord Ganesha. Althogh he has an interseting feature of looking like and elephant, his power makes him strong and faithful. Lord Ganesh is the God to remove all obstacles in life. And because of his unique figure, one of his forces is that he looks beyond one's outer apearance. You are most like this Great God because you are strong and not all that judgemental but, you are human and it can be something in you like all the rest of us. Well Lord Ganesh like many other gods and goddess are just all incarnations of the one almighty god.
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			:: 8:44 AM by Jason
			Couple more things...
 Bob Hope, died at the age of 100
 He was one of the world's greatest showmen, 
 and a comedy genius.
 he will be sadly missed by everyone.
 And this Blog is 1 years old.
 Happy Birthday Eternal Fool !!!
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 8:39 AM by Jason
			Hiya, 
 I cant belive that on the internet this early...
 been here since 8am, 
 christ im a geek at this...lol
 Well...
 Went for a drink with Heena on monday, 
 after leaving the internet cafe.
 had a couple of drinks in Weatherspoons, 
 before going over to Campbell park 
 to drink and smoke some more.
 Heena is a very sweet girl , 
 a total Gangsta chick, 
 love her to bits 
 ((hugs))
 Tuesday i just stayed at home, 
 as i had a headache...
 i dont normally get headaches, 
 but i was feeling lousy.
 Wednesday, met James 
 and went up to the city to look for a job agency for him.
 he needs a fulltime job, same as me.
 In the evening, 
 i went up to Bletchley, 
 and met Debbie for our second date...
 It was a very good night, 
 went to a working mans club, 
 near the shopping center.
 never been there before, 
 i gotta admit, 
 i was not looking forward to going out last night.
 nothing to do with Debbie, 
 it's just that i really hate Bletchley, 
 its the Hellhole of Milton Keynes.
 anywhoo....
 the place was full of old people 
 and the beer was cheap...
 so i was happy...lol
 asked Debbie out on a regular basis, 
 and she wanted to be my girlfriend, 
 she was just waiting for me to get on with it and ask her out.
 yeh i know, 
 im clueless half the time when it deals with women....
 hehehe...look at my past girlfriends 
 and you will know why.
 walked Debbie back to her flat in the Lakes Estate....
 and if you think that Bletchley was a hell hole, 
 well the Lakes is even worse...
 christ this place would put off a demon attack 
 cuz it's soo bloody scary...
 the negative energy this place gives off 
 can and will make you feel sick.
 anyway, she invited me in for a coffee.
 which i excepted, 
 being the gentleman that i am ;-)
 her flat is huge, 
 and really nice...better then mine anyway...lol
 we watched a bit of TV, 
 and then i went to get a taxi home, 
 i thought it would be better to take things slow anyway.
 i kissed her goodnight, 
 and got a cab home.
 and that, so far has been my week.
 im meeting James later to go to the cinema to watch Termaintor 3, 
 and then i need to do a bit of shopping 
 and pop into work and see Rebecca.
 Tmrw, I might go and see mark and sharon, 
 and in the evening, i might go for a drink with the scooby gang....
 we are gonna meet MKPara...
 Gee that's gonna be interesting...
 might take a few weapons with me just in case....
 "Let's Get Ready to Rumbbbbbbbbbble"   lmao
 I wont see Debbie until next friday afternoon, 
 im meeting her again in Bletchley, 
 and then she's coming back to my flat, 
 going to cook her dinner...
 gawd i feel sorry for her already...lol
 Laters...
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 8:16 AM by Jason
			 Waves, sand, seashells... you are an ocean dweller. You are thoughtful and very sweet to your friends, but unforgiving and imposing to those you think little of.
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				Monday, July 28, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 10:39 AM by Jason
			Good Morning Folks ;-)
 Had a good weekend.
 after I left the internet cafe on friday, 
 I went home and blasted my flat to pieces.
 Ive now got a super clean flat, 
 with my bed & wardrobes made up, 
 mostly everything unpacked and my kitchen looking good.
 I thought I better sort the place out, 
 just in case I brought back my date. 
 (which i did not, not this time anyway)
 Saturday was a good day, worked with Kassie, 
 and for once she was in a good mood, 
 and thats only because she has quit her job, 
 she will be leaving the florists in 2 weeks time.
 where that leaves me at the place is unknown, 
 will my hours be reduced or increased?
 if Debs cant get anyone else to work the weekend shift with me, 
 then we will have to close on sundays, 
 and maybe my sat shift will go as well....
 Bugger It  :-(
 Anywhoo....
 Went out with Debbie on sat night, 
 gave her a single red rose that I made up, 
 with a bow and everything...lol....sad I know, 
 but I cant help it, Im a florist, 
 its in my blood...Hahaha
 Took Debbie for a meal in the local Pizza diner, 
 the meal was alright, 
 seeing that I had not eaten since thursday, 
 I was starving...lol
 Debbie is a nice and sweet lady, 
 not my normal type of girl 
 I would normally go out with, 
 she was interesting, 
 very very shy and nervous about going out with me.
 I got to admit, 
 my comments I made to Michelle on Sunday 
 about Debbie was way out of order, 
 the thing is, 
 all I could think about on 
 Saturday night was the past dates Ive been on, 
 Jo, Hannah, Susan, Jodi.
 when I went out with them, 
 it was so different as I knew them 
 before as friends and work mates, 
 with Debbie, I was entering a new frontier. 
 christ I was nervous that night, 
 that she thought I was very confident and not shy...
 I went into hyperdrive mode 
 and just talked my ass off about all sort of things.
 we did talk alot about my mate Simon and his ex girlfriend, 
 you see, 
 Debbie was friends with the ex girlfriend and im mates with Simon, 
 so we had something in common, 
 we talked about ghosts, 
 and hauntings, 
 which was interesting to hear her point of view.
 she had no idea what a witch is, 
 Simon had told her that I was a white witch, 
 cheers mate :P
 btw....
 in the craft, 
 there is no such thing 
 as a white or black or pink and fluffy witches.
 its just we only call ourselves 
 by a colour witch just to make you 
 mundanes feel happy and in control....lmao
 after the meal, 
 I took her to a few bars in the theatre district, 
 and had a drink or three.
 at the end of the evening, 
 she got a taxi home, 
 as she had to get up early 
 in morning to pick dean, her son up.
 wow, going out with a single mum, 
 how very adult of me...lol
 I gave her the money to get home, 
 and at the end, 
 my date with debbie cost me £50.00 +
 which was cool.
 Sunday I went to work, 
 and we had another boring day, 
 gotta admit, 
 kass and I did fuck all at work as 
 we were just so fed up of being there.
 I so need another job soon, very very quickly.
 I did apply for an asst.managers job at a new 
 DVD shop that is opening up, so fingers crossed.
 finished work a bit early, 
 as we had only half a dozen customers all day.
 went home, 
 and as I was just about to enter my front door, 
 I got caught by my next door neighbour Steve, 
 he was pissed as a fart again, 
 and he invited me in, 
 both he and Andy were sitting on the 
 kitchen floor smoking and drinking beer, 
 so they gave me a couple of cans 
 and told me to sit down and drink with them.
 *sigh* well what could a guy do, 
 with that kinda offer....lol
 in the drunken chat we had, 
 (they were drunk, i was not) 
 we talked about death, 
 milton keynes being an evil hell hole, 
 and me being a witch...
 which was unnerving, 
 as Steve is one of those 
 bible bashing born again christians, 
 ok...a drunken bible bashing born again christian, 
 but still he went off on one, 
 and said that I was evil 
 and I worship the devil, 
 because I dont follow 
 the lord jebus... I mean jesus ;-)
 christ almighty, 
 did he bore me to tears.... 
 he even said a prayer for me, 
 asking god to forgive me for 
 being a white witch 
 (Grrrrr...white witch indeed) 
 he said to god that im a good bloke, 
 even if im a witch, 
 so could god forgive me for my sins...
 HA bloody HA....
 I dont need any fucker to forgive my sins....
 I know what I have done 
 in my past and I know what I will do in my future, 
 I dont need some 
 drunken jesus loving pill popper to forgive me....
 Honestly, 
 indeed, 
 what is this world coming too ??? 
 lmao
 anyway, 
 after he passed out for being drunk, 
 I sneaked out of the flat 
 and went into mine, 
 also I bolted the front door, 
 all the locks as well, which I dont normally do, 
 but I thought I would be a bit safer for it.
 Debbie texted me in the evening, 
 asking how I was and if 
 I want to meet her Wednesday night in Bletchley, 
 so im off to meet her again, 
 which should be cool.
 im not saying that I have fallen 
 head over heels in love, 
 but maybe, something will happen, 
 and then again maybe nothing will happen.
 I will just take this slowly, but not Jo slowly.
 I tottaly spoilt things with her last year, 
 if I had not been a prick, 
 I could very well still be 
 with her and very happy...
 but  hell you cant go back in 
 time to change things of your past, 
 wish sometimes I could. 
 as there are alot of things I would change about me.
 the thing is, 
 my friend Martin asked me this question a while back, 
 what would I change...
 and I could not answer him, 
 as I know that what I have experienced 
 and felt in the last 28 years of this life, 
 has made me the person that I am now. 
 and if I changed anything, 
 I would not be the same 
 friendly neighbourhood witchboy.
 gonna go and meet heena in a few hours, 
 Ive not seen her in over two weeks, 
 I miss my little baby.
 gotta go and see mark and sharon this week, 
 as I still have not seen harvey, their son.
 I did buy him a teddy bear, 
 so I hope he will like it.
 I might be planning on going up to 
 Lincoln in a few weeks time, 
 as I really want to see Melanie and Liam, 
 my sister and nephew.
 so I will save a bit of money for 
 train fair and pop up for a few days.
 I dont think we have any 
 Investigations coming up for a while yet, 
 so that will give me some free time to sort things out.
 this Wednesday, 
 the 30th of July is the one year birthday of this blog...
 Eternal Fool will be 1 years old....lol
 Oh well...bloody hell....
 this has been a long post...lol
 I better go for now then...
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Friday, July 25, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 2:37 PM by Jason
			Well ive been on the net since 8.30am this morning
 and now its 3.30pm
 and im bloody tired
 I still have alot more to do
 still have not finished writing out my 
 investigation notes for Sarah
 but she will have to wait for the rest on Monday.
 sorry Boss ;-)
 I'm off home now, to finish off cleaning my flat
 and Tmrw I'm off to work, and in the evening
 im going out with Debbie,
 taking her for a meal and go for some drinks.
 At last I have a bloody date, cheers Simon :-)
 Post more on Monday....Bye  
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 1:36 PM by Jason
			Just added a page with info on all about me
 the link is on the side...
 My Gawd, my fingers are tired with all this typing im doing...
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 12:15 PM by Jason
			Just had a Fantastic chat with Freya, AKA...Nicky
 Gawd I miss talking to her, 
 and good luck babe about you know what...
 Told ya hun, that I would post about you  ;-)
 Been pottering away on this website 
 and designed my poems website called Midnight Thoughts.
 The Big Brother Finale is on TV tonight...
 Who's Gonna Win ???
 Who gives a shit anyway...
 The only decent one there was evicted 
 and now he cant win...
 JOHN TICKLE is the man!!!
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 9:33 AM by Jason
			 Shadows, Universe-Conquering Aliens
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				Wednesday, July 23, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 3:18 PM by Jason
			Im still going to add more stuff to this blog, but i might take a break now
 been here ALL day ;-)
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 3:15 PM by Jason
			
   
  How random are you?
  this quiz was made by alanna
			
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 10:13 AM by Jason
			Welcome To the new edition of Eternal Fool
 Its taken me a few days to redesign this blog, I hope you all like what ive done.
 all comments are welcome.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Thursday, July 17, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 3:03 PM by Jason
			 Bloody Nightmare
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			:: 2:54 PM by Jason
			Just watched Charlies Angels 2...
 Wicked movie, a very cool film.
 gonna go and watch Hulk next week
 At the moment, im in a new internet cafe
 which i think is really good, better then the old one i used to go to.
 Had to step down as Admin at Para-United today.
 only cuz i can't commit my full time resources to the site
 will do, once i get my computer fixed or buy a new one.
 The Witch will return to United, very soon ;-)
 Got a date next week, should be good
 Meeting Debbie for a drink and a bite to eat.
 will update how it goes the following week.
 Should be having a take away night at my flat this weekend with the scooby gang.
 it will be a laugh.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Tuesday, July 15, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 1:56 PM by Jason
			 Angel of Sin.
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			:: 1:50 PM by Jason
			Woo Fucking Hoo !!!
 It's a bloody heatwave outside, 
 just got my giro money, 
 bought DareDevil on video, 
 Feeling Good and Feeling Fresh...lol
 Christ it's been a Heatwave this weekend
 and i was stuck at work selling flowers and beanie babies ;-(
 but heck i did not mind, 
 as the amount of hot looking women walking by, 
 and buying flowers at the stall....
 Yes i did have a smile on my face, 
 ok...yeh i know, im a perv, but im a cute perv ;-)  lmao
 Yesterday was interesting at home, 
 with the police over at Steve's, arresting his roommate Andy, 
 and i had to be the witness to it.
 which was not good, as Andy threatened me and Steve, 
 that he would have us done over....
 I did not even do anything, Steve, wanted me at his flat when the cops arrived
 so i could be a witness in case there was any trouble.
 which there was.
 Christ, sometimes, i really have got to stop being nice to people, 
 and start saying no to people who i feel sorry for.
 its not getting me anywhere, having this superman complex
 that i can solve other peoples problems, 
 and helping people who are desperate.
 But then again, its in my nature, and it was how i was brought up by my folks.
 I might be going out later for a drink, 
 but i dont know if i will go yet, 
 cuz of a certain person that i dont want to talk to.
 Next tuesday, is our work's night out...Yippee *sarcasm*
 We are going to some bloody chinese veggie restraunt in Bletchley
 which i dont fancy, as i dont eat veg, and i dont like Bletchley.
 Need an excuse to get out of it without hurting Debbie and Rebecca.
 Christ its hot today...
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Thursday, July 10, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 12:03 PM by Jason
			Managed to get some sleep in the end
 Heena came over to spend tuesday and wednesday with me, which was cool.
 Had a good laugh, always do with her.
 Did not go over to Mark's in the end, will do that next week now.
 Pissed off that i had no extra shifts at work, 
 after i was promised that i would have some
 Signed on this morning, 
 and i found out that the job center have around 1,700 back claims on job seekers allowence in MK alone.
 so i have no idea when i will get any money from the state.
 Applied for some more jobs the other day, 
 so fingers crossed i will get something better then working in a florists.
 Im still seeing alot more activity in my flat, more shadows and noises as well.
 and im not the only one who has noticed this as wel
 Heena has on many occasions, she even had a dream the other day about my flat, 
 and where she saw the shadow being, was the same spot i did when i was awake.
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Monday, July 07, 2003
			 
		
		
			:: 12:11 PM by Jason
			 Well it seems like you're already a ring bearer, you don't need the Ruling Ring.  Of course, you constantly think of all the things you could do with ultimate power!
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			:: 12:05 PM by Jason
			Wow 2,000 visitors since august last year.
 pretty cool eh?
 I am so bloody tired....
 woke up on friday at 7am, and ive still not gone to bed yet
 at the moment its monday at 1.05pm
 christ almighty....im off my noodle here folks
 had an overnight investigation in a haunted pub on friday night,
 which was ok...not one of the best ive been on , but it was alright.
 then when that finished on saturday, 
 i had to go to work, 
 which i was not looking forward to it as i was working 
 with the manager from the bletchley store who i dont get on well with.
 right after work, couple of my friends came over to my flat with beer, so i could not turn that down.
 it was an interesting night, 
 not one of the best due to someone spoiling things at the end of the morning drinking session
 and i had to ask them all to leave.
 then i could not go to sleep then, 
 as Steve, my neighbour wanted to borrow my Playstation 
 as he had bought himself a game without any console to go with it.
 he was drunk at the time he bought it, so he was clueless.
 then in the afternoon, 
 my mate Martin invited me over to his house as he was having a 
 house party with some mates of his (mostly women)
 so off i went to his place, drank lots and lots of beer and rum, 
 smoked loads, and we all ended up having a water fight in the garden.
 the party ended about 10.30am this morning, 
 and ive just come up to the shopping center to meet a friend for lunch, 
 but she had pulled a sickie. so im gonna go home now, and think about my next move....
 Go over to Mark's house or go to sleep...
 hmmmmm....i will let you know later what i did.
 
			 
			
		 
	
		
			
				Wednesday, July 02, 2003
			 
		
		
	
		
		
			:: 11:59 AM by Jason
			Also a big hello to my new penpal Nicola Cloke, dont forget to sign the guest book hun.
 Ive got an investigation this coming Friday in NewPort Pagnell
 and sometime this coming month, we will be having a Poltergeist Investigation 
 which im looking forward to.
			 
			
		 
	
		
		
			:: 11:52 AM by Jason
			The weekend's Investigation was fated not to work that well.
 Everything that went wrong did, with the car breaking down twice, getting stuck in traffic on the M1,
 the place we went to was not up to scratch, 
 and being told nothing by the manager who was a total clueless to the history of the pub that she runs.
 To be honest with you, the only decent thing was that we had a new guy called Sam come out with us on the hunt
 and he was really good, and that on the sunday we just relaxed and chilled in a beer garden all day
 getting very drunk and enjoying the Bright sunshine.
 hmmmm...no sleep + no food + loads of beer and whisky, makes a very pissed Jason....lol
 Just had breakfast with Rebecca from work, shes up the shopping center to meet her mum and sister.
 Monday i just stayed in bed or on the sofa sleeping and watching tv, as i was so very tired from the weekends activitys.
 Im looking alot better now, since ive shaved my beard off, im still growing my hair longer, but the hairy wookie beard is now gone.
 A few weeks ago, Melanie, my sister, gave me a wicked Tarot reading, and so far its coming true, just hope the rest of it will come to light.
 Watched the finale ep's of both Buffy and Angel, and well, what can i say but it Sucked big time.
 Buffy could have been alot more better, and Angel was just plain crap.
 cant wait for next years Angel with the new regular of Spike.
 We still need to go back to the Fort, to finish off our Investigation, as this place is huge and spooky as hell.
 Ive made friends with two local witches here in MK, Angela & Edward.
 They also practice Ritual Magick apart from your standard Wicca Magick
 Good people who i do trust, but ive not spoken to them in a day or two as ive been really busy.
 they want to roleplay with me, but im not to sure as there system is home made and not really that good...lol
 sorry guys....
 Did a few rituals with them the other week, visited the City with them, and managed to get my Wand as well
 its a hazel wand with honeysuckle vines wrapped round it, ive named it Aurora and will be doing a few rituals on it very soon.
 Big thank you goes to Henna and Michelle, two wicked and wonderful women, who have cheered me up alot over the last few weeks.
 love you lots.
 and anytime you need me, i will be there for you.
 Went up to Furzton lake the other week, and for the first time ever, I saw a ghost in all its full glory
 I normally sense the spirit or hear them, but never under normal conditions do i see them 
 except that day, she was female, in her early twenties, 
 kneeling by the bank of the lake crying, she was really sad, 
 i think she had lost her baby or another loved one.
 and i could see her !!!
 i did not approach her as she faded away after a min or two.
 Angela also saw the ghost as well, so i was not going mad and crazy...lol
 Made first contact with Jodi the other week, so im hoping of going out with her for a drink with the rest of the ex-members of Virgin
 Vicki came down for a very brief visit the other sunday, i was hoping of speaking to her for a lot longer, but she was busy
 at least i got to see her son, luke, who really looks like her...lol
 Steve, my down stairs neighbour did my washing the other day, i was running out of my black clothes, it was shocking....I had to start wearing White shirts and such...christ....lmao. 
			 
			
		 
	
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