:: 12:50 PM by Jason

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Hark! Who is that, stalking amidst the freeway! It is Eternal Fool, hands clutching a vorpal blade! He howls thunderously: "By Odin's mighty spear, I burn with the holy fires of destruction!!!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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:: 9:15 AM by Jason
WILL POST A MASSIVE UPDATE
WHEN I GET BACK OFF MY HOLIDAY

SEE YOU IN A FEW !!!

:: 9:27 AM by Jason
Bloody Hell !!!
Ive not posted in a while....lmao

ok...where to begin....maybe at the start methinks....lol

Had a great week or two....
it was my friend Sarah's 21st Birthday bash the other week
and we had a bloody good time....
I am so bloody glad that we did not fall out
as we almost lost our friendship,
and that would have been very shitty.

so big hugs to Sarah, Martin, Simon, Alsion, and Lorriane

Thank gawd that we are close friends,
it does make you stop and think
what life was like at the beginning of this year for me.
I really was at a depressing stage of my life
could not see that light at the end of the tunnel
my hopes were all faded
and I was nearly close to ending it all.

but after six months or so...
everything has done a total warpdrive on me
I have a very cool new job
I have great and Fucking Fantastic friends
I have a cool Home
and Im more confident in my abilities and myself

I admit, I have lost friends over the months
but they have been part of my life for such a long time
that I dont need them anymore.
I have grown apart and away from them,
I have grown up in so many ways,
that my life has changed so much and they are not part of it.
I could have handled it a bit better, but sometimes life can be a bitch.

so special Kudos to my friends of old, even if we are not friends anymore.
whatever you might think of me, or say about me.
I dont hold any malice or ill thoughts to any of you.
yeh, I might bitch about you, but thats me, I love to rant !!!

anywhoo....

Lost my job at Just Flowers....there was alot of cutbacks in the company
and seeing that I was only a casual part timer, I was given the Goodbye
Im gonna miss working with Debs and Rebecca, and I really did enjoy my job
even if it was a bit boring working with Kass...lol

But all good things come to an end...and all ends must have a new beginning
and the next day, I started my new job at Charm 2 Charm Way Hey!!!
and its full time as well....which is way too cool
working for Debs
(another one, im surrounded by them, heck my ex-girlfriend was one)
who is a very cool lady, total laugh.
gonna go on a trade fair at the NEC Birmingham in a few weeks time.

Charm 2 Charm is an Italian charm bracelet stall.
its a good place to work, learning how to make the bracelets are fun.

Im a bit peeved that I did not hear from Silverscreen UK,
as I did have the bloody experience in DVD Retail...
but oh well...sod them *sticks two fingers at them*

Been spending alot of time with my honey, Heena
she is one of the greatest and sweetest ladys I know
well apart from Sarah ;-)
but you know what I mean....lol
I just wish she would find some happiness very soon
and get out of the situation that she is in.

Gonna go and visit Melanie today, Travelling up to Lincoln via coach
as the bloody trains are offline for 9 days...typical british fuck up
its gonna be interesting, as Ive not seen her since Mum's funerial last Nov
so we have lots to talk about.

:: 9:29 AM by Jason

Pirates of the Caribbean!


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:: 9:19 AM by Jason
Ok that was a daft quiz...lol
but it's Pirates of the Caribbean quiz...
so that's spiffy ;-)

Had a very weird dream this morning
before I was woken up by Heena,
I was dreaming that I was in a concert singing
with Phill Collins and the Simpsons.
WTF was that about ?!?!?!?
Good singing voice had I ....
ohhhh Im all Yoda like now .... lol

Anyway, as I said,
got woken up by Heena texting me at 7.30am
wanting to meet up with me...goddamnit...lmao
don't mind really, as she's my honey :-)

Had a very Interesting Wednesday night.
I was really expecting something to happen that was bad,
but something else happened instead that was kinda good.
the choices that I was going to make that night would have been wrong
so, Im glad that I did not, and that I still have friends.

And also,
There was alot of Revelations about my past, present, and future.
and about my extended family that I knew nothing about.

I have a Brother somewhere out there,
and I did have another Sister that passed over to spirit.

told Melanie this, I think it freaked her out a bit.
but somehow, I think I have always known...had a feeling.

Lots to think about anyway...
I have an idea where my path is taking me now,
Where I am going and Who I trust.
It's becoming alot clearer.

anywhoo....

Laters....

:: 8:59 AM by Jason

Good stuff, you are "Wedding? I love
weddings! Drinks all around." You're the
life of the party and nothing gets you down,
not even certain death at the hands of your
zombie nemesis or the Navy. Come to think of
it, realism isn't your strong suit...


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:: 10:29 AM by Jason
My Poem

Final Tears

AS I LIE HERE ON MY BED
ALONE
THINKING OF PAST EVENTS
AND CRYING OF SORROW'S PAST
MY THOUGHTS TURN TO DUST
AS MY HEART STOPS THE BEAT
OF THIS SAD SOUL
AND AS I LIE HERE ON MY BED
DROWNING UNDER MY TEARS
MY FINAL BREATH ESCAPES THIS BODY
AS DOES MY HOPE OF BETTER THINGS
DIE WITH ME
CRYING
ALONE
A FINAL GOODBYE
.......
A SINGLE TEAR DROPS FROM THIS SAD SOUL
A FINAL GOODBYE
.......
I'M COMING HOME

:: 10:17 AM by Jason
Watched The Pirates of the Carribbean yesterday
Fucking excellent,
one of the best film's I've seen this year so far
It was really fun.

Had a very interesting chat with James yesterday
helped me out on a few choices that I have had to make.

last night was a bloody emotional night for me
It was hot, I was drinking whisky stright,
and I had a bloody cry over everything,
mostly over my parents.
The only good thing that came out of last night was
that i wrote a bloody good poem
one of my depressing ones, but that's what I'm good at...lol

Gonna meet Heena later today,
she needs my help on some problems.
and I need some TLC from her.

I really can't wait until I go on holiday,
Had a very good chat with Melanie this morning
about lots of stuff, she needs help as well
So I will be there for her and anyone else who needs me.

:: 10:05 AM by Jason

Your Captain Jack Sparrow
You're not always clear when you say something, but
you are trustworthy.


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:: 2:44 PM by Jason
Well watched Spy Kids 3D with James
it was excellent...total kids stuff but fun also
and I got to wear 3D Glasses
WOOhOO !!!
LMAO

gonna go and watch Pirates in 30 mins.

had a chat with Debbie about my job
well I'm reduced to working Saturday's now
which only leaves me £30.00 a week to live on

fuck it...
and the best part is, that I wont be working every Saturday.
It be very casual.
as in not every week...which is a fucking bitch.

getting really pissed off right now.

:: 9:22 AM by Jason
oh well fuck it then...
looks like ive lost my job at the florists
we are gonna stay closed on the sunday trade shift and debs,
my boss wants to chat with me about my existing sat shift
can this week get any worse....me thinks it will

:: 8:47 AM by Jason
Im off to the cinema later to watch Spy Kids 3D
and Pirates of the Caribbean.

should be good.

as for everything else thats going on
who knows...
Ive pretty much upset and pissed off one of my closest friends
and I dont know how to solve this.

I do have an idea,
but the whole trust thing between us has been broken
even if I did not mean it to get like this....
but thats life, and it fucking sucks to hell.

:: 8:40 AM by Jason

You are a claymore! Large sharp, double-edged,
your very name means great. If you have one
weakness it is that you're heavy and
cumbersome.


What kind of sword are you?
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:: 2:03 PM by Jason
another small update....

I had my Interview today at SilverScreen
for a sales assistant job
it was alright, Ive got no idea if i get it or not.
will find out next week sometime
so wish me luck and fingers crossed.

:: 1:25 PM by Jason
Good Afternoon folks...

Well I've had a very interesting few days,
most of it being drunk,
but it was interesting anyway.

Friday I went out to Michelle's birthday bash
We went over to TGI Friday's which was not bad
did not really talk to most of her friends,
but I was saved in the form of Heena...lol
She brought a friend of her's called Kam
so the three of us chatted together mostly
there was another girl there that i made friends with
her name is Dawn, she's only 17 yrs old, but she was cute.

anywhoo...I could not get into the Toad,
due to the fact that the bouncer was a fucking twat
and would not let me in as he thought
I was wearing the wrong type of footware
bloody prick...
so,
Me, Heena, and Kam went over to Bar:ME
which was a meat market,
full of young women with hardly a stitch on,
and the music was so loud,
that I could not even hear the voices in my head....lol

Stayed until midnight, then I went home

Could not sleep that much, so I only had an hour or two, I think.

Went to work, which was fucking boring as usual.
it would be alright if we had some customers
and that the girl I was working with did not piss about all the time with her breaks,
I mean, I dont mind for her blagging a few extra mins on her lunch,
but going for nearly 2 hours for her break is really taking the piss.

Anyway, I was gonna go home as I was suffering a major hangover
drank loads the night before, and I smoked at least over 20 fags.
which is not good for my health, but what is these days?

But one of mates had a better idea then for me to go home and rest and sleep
so we went out clubbing instead, again.
it was a very good night, met Ian's friends from uni
and we had a laugh
and yet again, i drank loads, but i did not get that drunk.

James came back to my flat, as we had stuff to talk about
it was an interesting insight into his psyche anyway.
found out a few things that has been going on and will happen.
it be interesting to see if what he had said will happen in my future.
lets just wait and see if it does or not...lol

After I kicked him out around 5am,
I crashed on my bed for 2 hours before I had to start at work
I was thinking about doing a sickie,
but I had already been paid,
and I did not want to lose any of my wages.
So I went to work like a bloody zombie
and it was Kassie's last day there, thank god!
to be honest with ya, I did not see much of her all day
as she was just pissing about with her mates
and going off for fag breaks for long periods of time.

James and Ian came over for a chat,
and we all went to the pub after I had finished work.
I needed a bloody drink after the week I have had
yeh ok, I know that I have been drinking since friday, but...bugger it.
All hail to the Ale ;-)

anyway, we had a good laugh there,
there was a nest of wasps that started to pester James
which I thought was funny....sorry mate....lol

Martin rang me as we were nearly finishing our third round of drinks
so I went home to wait for him to pick me up.
I admit, I was a bit nervous about meeting Martin and Sarah last night
After what had been going on all week,
I just had a feeling that something bad was gonna happen.
which it did not, which was weird, but I was glad anyway
Martin cooked me dinner, which I needed,
as I had not eaten since Thursday
and we just chatted and had a laugh.

the chat with Martin when he drove me back home was Interesting
Lots to think about, and lots to say to people via email.
It seems, that they have not figured me out as I thought they had done.
oh well....what can you do but to laugh in the face of it all...
after all, I am a FOOL.

:: 12:40 AM by Jason
WOOHoo!!!!

Ive just had a bloody good night out with some friends,
clubbing and having a laugh

and now im in the internet cafe
yeh i know its sad...
but what the heck...lol

i needed to check my mail

and im chatting to the gorgeous Pat ;-)
hiya darling...
wish i was there so you could teach me to dance...lol

wow...ive smoked lots and drank loads....
i need some food now...lmao

i will update what ive done this week later...
when im much soaber and can type better....lol

nighty night.

:: 1:25 PM by Jason
Quote of the Day:

When choosing between two evils,
I always like to try the one I've never tried before.

Mae West

:: 1:01 PM by Jason
HIya Folks,

It's been a bloody heatwave here in the UK
It really is so bloody hot,
that I have to wear brighter clothes
and no Black T-shirts !!!
lmao

Had an interesting few days so far this week.

Monday was a major bitch of a day
lots of things happened,
both good and bad

Lots to think about,
maybe my path is changing very soon.
who knows...

anywhoo...went over to see Debbie on monday
and well...it was not a very good day
apart from having a convestion on my mind that
I had earlier that day on the net
with someone that kinda pissed me off,
I was also thinking about my future
and where it will lead me in a relationship
with Debbie and my future here in MK.

Anyway, did not have a good time when I was with Debbie
lots of things got to me that day,
that only two of my closest friends know about.

Tuesday,
I stayed at home and
watched all my video recordings I did last week.
Just catching up on all my soaps and Sci-Fi progs.

Also, I broke up with Debbie, Via text message
yeh, I know thats harsh,
but I really did not want to speak to her.
She's a nice girl,
but she is someone I'm not really looking for
and I really can't have a realtionship with.
so I'm single yet again...

Wednesday, I went to work with Claire
We were so bored,
as we had hardly any customers.

Heena came over to cheer me up
and I told her everything about why I broke up with Debbie.
she agreed with my reasons.

Went over to see Michelle at her work place,
and chatted with her for a few hours
Told her the reasons behind my brake up with Debbie

I'm so bloody glad that I have these two as my close friends.

Went to sign on this morning,
and I got a phone call from SilverScreen UK
for a job interview on Monday morning.

So wish me luck Guys.

:: 11:39 AM by Jason

Wow. You know the labyrinth as well as Jareth
does..and he created it!


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:: 11:34 AM by Jason

You are a Daemon. Daemons are creatures of dark and
light, and hold truth above all else. Though
you are a natural enemy to the Dragons, you
generally mean no harm. The Daemons are often
misunderstood by the other creatures, and are
usually lonely. You have a keen sense of right
and wrong, and hold many things sacred. Do not
sacrifice this for anything. Daemons will often
appear solitary creatures, but they do desire
company. Seek out Faeries and Dwarves, but
avoid Dragons if possible.


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:: 11:31 AM by Jason

Your A Vampire..


What Mystical creature are you?
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:: 11:27 AM by Jason

:: how jedi are you? ::

:: 1:00 PM by Jason
It seems that my heading -

"Rushing headlong in where Angels fear to tread,
but probably getting away with it."

is very true,
considering what is going on in my life at the moment.

Interesting to see what happens,
and if I am right on what has been said.

:: 12:59 PM by Jason
Thoughts and best Wishes go to:

Rebecca, who just got back from the hospital.
Freya, My angel...baby...im always here for you.
Michelle, sweetie, I hope things work out at the hospital.

love you all.

Jay
x

:: 10:10 AM by Jason
Morning all...

I've had an interesting few days recently
and its been good as well...well kinda...lol

Watched Termaintor 3 with James on Thursday
It was good...but not as good as the first two films.
The special Effects were excellent
and the Car chase was better then the one in Matrix 2
there was alot of humour in this film
and the scene with Arnie getting his leathers
and shades was funny.
The T-X was a waste of space in my view
and the ending does lead it into T4.
overall 7 out of 10

Went over to see Martin and Sarah in the evening
enjoyed myself over there.

Martin tried his best in fixing my computer,
but I need a new hard drive.
so im stuck using the computer in the internet cafe.
which I dont mind, as i really like it here....lol

Had a kebab for dinner that night,
went to Aylesbury with Sarah to get it.

Told Sarah a few things that I was going to do at the weekend.
and I don't think she was too pleased with it.
But...
I needed to do it and see for myself what the fuss was all about.
I just hope that it did not piss her off too much.
as my loyalty to her and the group
and the friendship's we have mean a lot to me.

Lets just wait and see what happens...

MKPC cancelled on us on Friday evening
which I was glad, as I was too tired to go out that night.
as I got called in to do a shift at work.
and All I wanted to do when I got home was just to crash.

Worked Saturday, which was boring as hell.
It was too bloody hot,
and we had not that many customers.

Spent the time texting Debbie most of the day.

Went up and met with Willowhawk and Trinitii
AKA....Lilly and Jodie
in the evening.
We were all going up to the stone circle at Willen
as it was a pagan holiday - Lammas

It was the first time that I had did anything like this before
and I got to admit, it was bloody fun.
There was six of us that turned up.
we lit the bonfire, which I did burn my thumb lighting it.
hurt like hell, but im getting use to pain now...
considering the small amount of scars
and burn marks I have on my body.

we did some chanting while holding hands in a circle.
and I felt good in myself...more postive...it was wierd...lol
afterwards, we just sat around and chatted for a bit.

we then went back to my place,
as I wanted to pick up my torch
because we wanted to go up to BowBrickHill Woods.
as I got some information that I needed to investigate.
so I asked Lilly, Jodie, and a new guy called Fred to come along with me.

We drove up to the church in the woods.
and Ive been here many times with some Friends and with GHUK before
but something was different about the place...I cant describe it in words...
not until I go back up there again, maybe during the daytime.

anyway, we did not feel welcome in the graveyard,
and Fred started to act a wee bit strange
which freaked the rest of us.
so we went back to the car and drove to the other side of the woods
to check out the Information that I had received.
what we found was Interesting, not what I was expecting.
but still Interesting, like I said,
I would like to come back here during the daytime, to get more results.

Before we drove back home,
Fred wanted to go back to the graveyard.
so we drove back up to the front gate.
and Fred walked off, upto the top of the hill in the dark.
we were shouting for him to come back,
but he did not respond back to us.
and yes, my Spider Sense was going off...Big time.

He finally did come back, but somehow,
he seemed very distant and kinda quiet.
It was like he was not the same Fred that
I had met at the stone circle early on in the evening.

anyway, we drove back home, and dropped Fred back to his flat.

and then I went home,
had a good chat with the girls before I went into my flat
about the evening events, and other stuff.

After what people had said about these two ladys,
I could not see anything wrong with them.
They were bloody funny, and good to hang out with.
I would be lucky to learn the craft from them.
and hopefully will be seeing alot more of them in my future.

I did have trouble getting to sleep when I got home
Took me a few hours,
as I was still concerned about what had happened.

but after a while, I finally crashed on my bed.

Sunday was way too boring at work.
It was even hotter then the day before
and kass and I was soooo bored.
we only took a total of £20.23p for the whole day
normally a days takings is in the region of £400 - £500.
we had around 5, maybe 6 customers all day.

Steve,
my bible bashing drug taking drunken born again jebus lover did my washing for me
which I was gratefull,
so I gave him some of my cigs as payment.
and I got another hug from him *shivers*

Hey guess what?
I had some food last night..lol
the last meal I had was Friday, did not eat on Saturday.
I really need to stop skipping meals, but I need to lose the weight.

Going to start to save some money for my holiday soon.
Gonna go visit Melanie sometime this month for a week or two.
need to get out of Milton Keynes for a while.
have a total Dtox of my spirit and mind.
and just chill with my sister and nephew.

Going to Mark and Sharon tmrw....
I will do, I know I've been putting it off,
but I've made a promise that I will do this time,
maybe...lol

Might go to the cinema at some point this week
and watch the Pirates of the Caribbean.

I would like to go out more this week,
but I have no friends :-(

yeh ok, that's a lie, I have loads of friends
but Im loved by many people...lol
cant help it, im just too damn good to people.

Going to see Debbie somepoint this week.
Have to travel to the hell hole that is the Lakes.
so, If I don't make it.
My will is in the Kitchen drawer.....lmao

Laters....

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Rushing headlong in where Angels fear to tread,
but probably getting away with it.

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